I remember it well...the question was "when did you receive Christ as your Savior?" The answer is not pinned on a day or time because there were several events that all seemed to fold together into a time period of recognition of both Christ and my needs. The Holy Spirit began to tangibly work on me in my "mother's womb", and at age 8 in a church service, and at age 14 during a series of Lenten services, and at age 16 when people said things to me that I never forgot, and at age 18 when a man I worked with rebuked my behavior and I could not let it go. There were many things that God did over the course of life that grabbed me by the collar and took my thoughts to a place where the events were put in a library of memory.
But then, an event happened and Jesus became very much front and center in the place of my need - and in a lame, not very believing way, I asked for help. It was the beginning not the end of my receiving. It was the beginning of many "receivings", like the chapel service in Seminary - the date and time I do not remember - when the preacher spoke of Christ's death from Isaiah 53 and I was overwhelmed... my sin, o my sin, o what glorious thought, my sin, not in part but the whole, was nailed to the cross and I bear it no more, praise the Lord, praise the Lord, Oh my soul.
All Spurgeon to finish this:
"Therefore, as you received Christ Jesus the Lord" . . .Colossians 2:6
The life of faith is represented as receiving—an act that
implies the very opposite of anything like merit. It is simply the acceptance
of a gift.
As the earth drinks in the rain, as the sea receives the streams,
as night accepts light from the stars, so we, giving nothing, partake freely of
the grace of God. The believers are not by nature wells or streams; they are
just cisterns into which the living water flows; they are empty vessels into
which God pours His salvation.
The idea of receiving implies a sense of realization, making
the matter a reality. One cannot very well receive a shadow; we receive that
which is substantial: So is it in the life of faith—Christ becomes real to us.
Until we come to faith, Jesus is just a name to us—a person
who lived a long time ago, so long ago that His life is only a history to us
now! By an act of faith, Jesus becomes a real person in the consciousness of our
heart. But receiving also means grasping or getting possession of. The thing
that I receive becomes my own: I appropriate to myself that which is given.
When I receive Jesus, He becomes my Savior, so much so that
neither life nor death will be able to rob me of Him. All this is to receive
Christ—to take Him as God’s free gift, to realize Him in my heart, and to
appropriate Him as mine.
Salvation may be described as the blind receiving sight, the
deaf receiving hearing, the dead receiving life; but we have not only received
these blessings—we have received Christ Jesus Himself. It is true that He gave
us life from the dead.
He gave us pardon from sin; He gave us imputed
righteousness. These are all precious things, but we are not content with them;
we have received Christ Himself. The Son of God has been poured into us, and we
have received Him and appropriated Him. What a heart-full Jesus must be, for
heaven itself cannot contain Him!
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